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May 9, 2012 Why am I so terrified of needles…

I went to the doctors yesterday. My mom made me go. She thinks I have an iron deficiency because I’m tired all the time. I explained my symptoms of always feeling fatigued no matter how much sleep I get, and he suggested the same, that I’m low on iron. He prescribed me to get blood work done and have my blood tested. I’ve been thinking about it ever since. It makes me queasy. I know people get blood work done all the time and that it doesn’t hurt, but it still frightens me. I don’t want to get the blood test and I’m probably going to avoid going as best I can, even though I know I should go.  

A Beautiful Mess: Unequally Yoked: The Lessons Learned

today-isawindingroad:

Tried it. Hated it.

Here are my reasons:

  • One: when you want to get serious with a guy and he can’t get you on the God-front… it’s like a huge chunk is missing. It literally feels like your fanny is hanging out. Sure, he’ll play along, engage your thoughts, and maybe even listen to…
Every night after practice

whatshouldswimmerscallme:

But as bad as it was, I learned something about myself. That I could go through something like that and survive. I mean, I know it could have been worse, but for me, it was all I could have handled at the time. And I learned from it.
Nicholas Sparks (via internal-acceptance-movement)